a day like any other

I always think. I think what will happen to me in the future.. And i think what will happen to you in the future.. I think what will happen to us in the future.. And i think the same thing about them too.. Well, life kinda s*cks when you dunno what's gonna happen in the next minute huh. But it'll be BORING if you know everything right??

I was sho tired today. I slept at 9.30pm and woke up at 2am. Soweeeeee coz didnt reply ur messages. Scare wake you up if reply you so late. Btw, what message from kayu are you talking bout?

Tomorrow imma put on my braces. *excited* But then suddenly pn sumathi says the pentaksir is coming at 9.30am. =.='' That means imma go to school at 7am and leave at 10am. Hope she wont me late. *cross fingers* *pray hard*

And yeshhhh, YOU ARE VERY ANNOYING. It's weird that i cant tell why though.. Face problem?? Maybe it's the way you look at me sometimes. Especially ur eyes. Yes i know they're bigger than mine. SHO?? Dont think u look very innocent coz u dont. And stop giving me stewpit signals with ur not-sho-cute-or-sexy eyes. I'm not gonna reply them. Uh huh! And everytime you do something wrong you'll show the innocent-eyes-look again, which is really ugalay and they freak me out.

But my friend says it's attitude problem, my sister says that too. Ure sho fr*ggin selfish! Cant you think of others first?

Everytime someone makes me mad, i still talk to them like nothing happened. I'm too kind maybe? But sooner or later they'll do things that make me mad again.. ==

Anyways, trials are coming. I'm sho scared @.@

Ps, nope ure not over controling =)

I hate it..

I hate the fact that i'm always controled by rules, but i know i cant live without them..
I hate the fact that i dont have the freedom i want, but i know it's for my own good..
I hate the fact that i have to study hard, but i know it's for my future..
I hate the fact that my neighbours are always quarreling, but i know it's none of my business..
I hate the fact that daddy is always working, but i know he's doing it for the family..
I hate the fact that Henry, Baby and Angel are not real, but i know it will be a BIG problem if they were alive..
I hate the fact that i dont have a puppy, but i know i cant manage to take good care of it..
I hate the fact that i dont have an iphone 4, but i know i dont really need it..
I hate the fact that my mum doesnt let me hang out with my friend so much, but i know it's because she doesnt want me to get bad fwenns..
I hate the fact that i'm not a genius, but i know i should be happy that i still have an active brain.. I hate the fact that i'm sho shawt, but i know it's better than looking like a HEU-MAN-GOUS GIANT..
I hate the fact that mummy doesnt allow me to drink kopi, but i know it's because she doesnt want me to get addicted..

I hate the fact that not everything goes as i want them too, but i know that's because i myself am not perfect too =)

Ps, I <3 my God

Hari Anugerah Cemerlang

^ is so true XD

So today our school had our annual Hari Anugerah Cemerlang. I was so bored and sleepy during the prize giving ceremony that i started to kacau a friend, but just for a short while. XD Everything went well. I didnt embarass myself when i'm on stage. And! And! I saw a senior that looks exactly like Kim Yuna. *amazed* Sho prettayyyy!!! Anyways, i got Rm30. Yay! =D

Later on there's a concert. The performances were awesome. So many leng lui for me to see. XD And my favourite is the drama by 5B. Especially the last scene. Never expected the little girl being the killer. She has mental problems. D=

Just went for facial just now. First time trying it and the beautician said i have good skin. =)

I should be doing my homework now but i'm just too lazy. Someone told me something lately and it makes me think alot of... nonsense. I really hate my brain, why so active?! And i think i should trust the friend of mine. The problem is.. When i'm bored, i imagine stuffs. And sometimes these imaginations scare me. =X

I'm getting FAT. True story. =( Needa exercise! Exercise! And exercise!

So.. since Pmr is like.. 3 more months. I should really start nerding. And this time i'm serious. So i wont be on fb that often anymore. When i'm busy nerding, i wont have extra time to think nonsense too. =D And i hope my best friend will also start nerding, dont be so relaxed dy la. =.=''

Faith.

Awww..

So today a friend of mine told me that he had his first crush when he was 5. And i started imagining stuffs..

So these two kids were playmates since they were young. Let's give the girl a name.. Magdalene. And the boy.. Muthu! M&Ms. Haha..

So after they graduated from tadika they went separate ways. And on the way Muthu met a Lala in primary school. But then he changed school and they lost contact. Then in sec school Muthu met a Princess. But then this time Princess went overseas to further her studies and slowly they lost contact again.

And Muthu began working. In the office he met this girl, Maggie. Cute, short, skinny, fair and with dimples! One day Muthu needed stapler but he cant find his. Just then he saw a PINK one on Maggie's table. He went closer and saw a photo on the table too. He was shocked that the little boy in the photo was actually him, Muthu! And the girl beside is his first girlfriend.. Magdalene!

To be continued...

Ps: This story wasnt fully done coz i ran out of ideas.

My dreams..

Freedom. That i can go anywhere, anytime, anyhow. But this is so not going to happen in my life. I'm stick with rules that i HAVE to follow. =(

Lotsa girlfriends. That lives near my house of course. My girlfriends now all live so far from mua.

Nahhhh. I already got a best friend XD

How i wish i can do that.. Impossible la. I'm too fat D=

Yes. I know i'm short ==

Yay!

Hooray! Coz daddy is back home. =D

And he bought a new phone, samsung galaxy i think.. Coz he said he dropped the old one. And my sis wanted it, so he changed with her. And so now alicia got the new phone and my dad's using alicia's phone which used to be his. So confusing.. =/

Anyways, what i like most about the phone is that it has this game called Fruit Ninja. The one in my i touch is just a trial game, so i can only score till 125 points. But in this phone it's the full version. So imma practise everyday and then i shall break justin's record. Muahahahahhaha XD

But.. I STILL WANT AN I PHONE 4!!! Daddy says i can only have one when i'm in college. Heng! =/

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Currently reading The Wedding by Nicholos Sparks. =)

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I realise that it's very hard for me to trust someone. Maybe it's because i'm afraid of getting hurt..

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And YOU! Stop being so selfish! Urghhh!

miracles do happen =)

It sokay..

So today during sej class, teacher wanted to check our kks. And when it's Qi's turn, teacher said her senarai kandungan is wrong. And she kinda *ahem* me, and so i went. And the conver went like this..

Teacher: *look at Qi* You buat salah.. Bukan macam ini..
Me: Ya kah cikgu? Tapi saya ikut Geo, senarai kandungan terus mula daripada penghargaan, bukan tajuk kajian.
Teacher: Alina, sej dengan geo tak sama. You cant expect it to be the same..
Me: Tapi kan saya ikut sej tahun lepas pun buat macam ini..
Teacher: *ignoring me* I kan dah cakap dalam kelas kena buat mula daripada tajuk kajian.. Sej dan Geo macam mana boleh sama..
Me: Cikgu, saya ikut Sej tahun lepas lah pun sama. Sej.
Teacher: *ignore me again* Saya sudah cakap dalam class.. Kenapa you nak ikut Geo, tak sama..
Alina: Sej tahun lepas lah cikgu..

And this time Qi was signaling me to stop arguing with her. Ngam ngam Sonia came.

Teacher: Sonia, kan saya dah cakap kena mula daripada tajuk kajian?
Sonia: *kept quite*
Teacher: Kan saya dah cakap masa tu dalam kelas?
Sonia: *kept quite*
Teacher: Tak apa.. saya tanya murid lain.. *looks at the other students* Kelas, kan saya sudah cakap senarai kandungan kena mula daripada tajuk kajian, bukan penghargaan?
Mun: Ya kah cikgu? Saya buat daripada penghargaan lah
Jaja: Ya? Saya buat betul la *shocked and happy*
Teacher: *turn back to us* Nahh, semua kawan kamu buat betul, kenapa kamu tak dengar dalam kelas..
Me: *walk away frustrated*

Btw, i really have no idea when she said it >.<

Love

Is a four letter word with a lot of meaning

I love my Daddy-ies

To my earthly father:
Ever since i was a baby, you have always been there for me.
You taught me things, you brought me happiness.
Yes, ure not perfect. You made me sad, you broke my heart.
But sooner or later, you'll heal it back.
And i know, i can always trust you.
Happy Father's Day.
Sa Rang Hae <3

To my Heavenly Father:
You gave me life, You gave wisdom.
You know my thoughts, You know my feelings.
Everytime i call You, You'll sure be there for me.
I know i can always count on You.
Because i know.. You love me too. <3

Muakzzzzz =D

Facts of the day

- Dreams are meant just for dreaming.

- A wish upon the star will never come true.

- There will still be a rainy day after a sunny day.

- Not every 'I Love You' is real.

- Sorry wont always change something.

- 'Goodbye' hurts more than 'I Hate You'.

- A smile is sweeter than anything =)

- Tears are made up of 1% water and 99% feelings.

- Love hurts wheter it's right or wrong

Live.Life.Loud.

Random stuffs

Is this all i've been searching for??
Is this all i've been wanting for??

I dream high..

Take me where i've never been
Held me on my feet again

Tell me what i'm feeling isnt some mistake

If i could wish upon tomorrow
That today will never end

Coz if anyone can make me change my mind
You can

Every moment spent with you is a moment i treasure

Bits and pieces

Sometimes i wish i have a DSLR.

So i can take photos like this..
But think again.. nahhh.. i'm not that talented =/

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So i guess it starts with this Then this.. And they live happily ever after *tearing*
And then they get a baby XD
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I'm loving life =)
So i'm always happy.. Well almost =P
But being emo at times are cool too XD
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Cats are evil
*no offense to those cat lovers*

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Pmr is like.. October. And now it's June. 4 more months!
*scream*
So my newest hobby is
*drumroll*

It comes with books.

Can you guess it? Yes. Nerding.
*smack forehead*
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It's me again

This is actually my second blog. I deleted my first blog because.. I just didnt want to continue. XD

Well.. I started this blog coz i was bored. And pmr's coming, I just need some 'place' to release my stress.

Yesterday i slept very late, 2am I think. School was okay, as usual.



Bm- did my lisan. 26/30 Yay!
Geo- rushing with the kgt. finally finished, well almost XD
Science- I helped Pn Saadiah with the peka. During experiment, my group was one of the fastest. The gas released seriously smells like rotten egg. ==
Recess- Only ate 2 packets of cookies. Then rush rush rush around to bind my kks. Then rush rush rush again for assembly.
Moral- I didnt pay attention, AT ALL. Was talking with the gang. But teacher didnt ask me any questions so i dont really care. Yeshh, i'm not a goodie goodie girl anymore. Haha XD
Sej- Teacher checked our kks. Have to redo the elemen 1 and essay. =='' Lazy la.
Maths: I curi curi do my moral homework. Teeheeee..

CF- For the first time i became worship leader. Was SHO nervous. We sang 'who is the king of the jungle' and 'through it all'. It was.. oh.. kay.. Didnt do really well D=

Then we had games. I ALMOST won it. I couldnt stop laughing so.. I lost. Beh song! But nevermind.. I had fun =D
Afterthat we went to the field and played another game. At first my team lost, but the other team was sho kind and gave us chances. Yes, plural- chances. Until it was a tie... *tears of joy*

And.. I am number 1 again. Woohoo! But i dropped A LOT this time. Gonna start nerding for pmr =/

Cant wait for hg later =DDD