Urghh.

I have a test on Wednesday in Singapore. This test determines whether i go into science stream or accounts stream. Well, i prefer science of course. But we'll see where God leads me to.

Singapore tomorrow.

I'm going to Singapore tomorrow morning since my appointment with the school is on monday morning. I'm feeling guilty for having to skip church, dance practice AND ya challenge. All in a same day. Really sorry! >.<

I'm also feeling really guilty for not finishing maths like i've planned earlier. I'm such a loser. There's this guy on facebook, a friend of mine of course, he says he had studied till half of form 3. *gasp* Form 1 is already sho hard for me, how am i going to finish up till form 2 in like 2 weeks time? DIE. But i'll try my best, so that i can catch up IF i really start school in singapore.

Another thing that's worrying me alot is that coz i need to go nz for a camp on the second and third week of january next year, i'm not sure wheter the teachers there allow me to skip. I'm thinking of not reminding them about cny holidays (only if they've forgotten bout it), then maybe the chance of them letting me take lift will be higher.

Oh Lord, please help me Father. I really wanna study in singapore but i have to go to the trip since i've paid for it already. Please let everything go on smoothly. Please. Thank you. Amen.

I should've done better.

No use regretting now.

I just need to make sure i study really hard so all the money papa poured on me wont be wasted.

No more procrastinating. Enough.

I need food.

It's 2.26am and i'm hungry.

Little by little.

18 more days to christmas. 4 more weeks (i think) till school reopens. I'm not sure wheter i'll still get the chance to meet my schoolmates in cbn, but i'll still need to go back for all the transfering procedures. That is, if i'm really transfering to Pioneer. I'm not sure. That's the problem, i'm not sure wheter i'll be in singapore or malaysia next year. I think this is what they meant by 'uncertainties'. Well, i'll know by next Monday. I just need to wait. =/ Patience Alina, patience.

Ever since mummy started working, i've became for independant. I started knowing how to use the washing machine and also take a taxi. I used to be an over- protected child, but if i'm really going to stay in a hostel next year, i'll need to get use to all this. I'll learn, little by little. Have faith in me.

I'm starting to revise Maths, but i'm using a singapore secondary 1 express book. It's not THAT hard, but it needs lots of thinking. However, definitely harder than malaysia's maths. It's a form 1 book but i'm already learning circles and stuffs like that. XD My progress is a little bit slow, i need to work harder.

Age Of The Orphans. I'm still reading it. It's quite boring, i hope it'll get better towards the end.

I cant go to chloe's party, mum says it's dangerous to take lrt since it's late at night. I'm abit disappointed, but.. oh well.

An unexpected gift.

I finally got the email. The loooong awaited email.

Pioneer Secondary School. My new school next year, i think. It's in East Jurong. I've checked the school website, not that bad afterall. Looking forward to it.

Singapore, meet you next Monday. Pioneer Sec School, meet you next Monday too. ;)