Shame.

I have humiliated myself.

I have shamed myself.

Slap me.

Kill me.

Ok. Dont kill me.

The thruth is.. i cant believe i scored better for my bm than my science and english. Am i really THAT stupid? *bang head agaisnt wall*

I got 85 for BM. It was really unexpected coz i didnt have enough time actually. But i'm still greatful.

80 for english. I cant believe i only got 5 marks for the novel part! *slap ownself* I regret for not spending more time on the novels, i admit i underestimated it coz i thought that part only worth 10 marks, whereas the guided writing is 30 marks.

But i was wrong.

I was really wrong.

That part pulled me down.. *burst into tears*

Maths 99. *heartbreak* One careless mistake! Shame on you Alina.

Science 80. Let's not talk about it. I feel so dumb already.

Sejarah 91, Geografi 98 and kh 87. All of these were okay. I dont really care much.

So pmr is in.. 2 weeks. I'm dead. I'm so dead. I really need to work hard on my english and science. I need to learn more idioms and vocabularies. I need to read more books, especially textbooks. I need to stop blabbering here and go back to my workbooks. So many things, but so little time...

Back to my pile of books, tata~

second trials

Second trials finally started, 4 papers down. 3 more to go!

BM paper 1 was okay. Paper 2 was a bit hard, and i didnt have enough time. So i pretty much just blabber what i know. Hopefully the teacher understands what i'm saying. *prays hard* For my last trials, BM is the only paper i didnt get an A for. So now i really need an A!!! D=

English was okay. Paper 1 wrong 3. Paper 2 also not enough time. =.= What am i so slow lately. I think i seriously need to learn time management.

Maths was okay too. =D Paper 1 all correct. Hopefully same goes to paper 2.

Me, Cai Ying and Vicky signed up for the IBT test. That means after Pmr i still needa work on my English, Maths and Science. I need a life! A carefree one at least.. *daydreaming*

I'm going to nscfl camp this year. First time! Everyone says it's fun. So i'm really looking forward to it. Then maybe going to Phuket, Thailand. And not to forget cakp, youth camp and huge camp. I really hope the time wont clash for all the camps. And then there's bintang 1, bintang 2, kelas 1, bintang 3... I guess my holidays arent getting any better. =/

Haiz..

staying home

For some reasons, i'm not going to singapore anymore. =(

Madness.

I've been quite busy these days. Stuffing my raya holiday life with books and dramas. Ahhhh.. This is my kind of life! Except it woud've better if i get to shop too, sadly i'm poor. =(

There's a book fest at klcc and i've been wanting to go for a looong time. Vicky went and said it was awesome! So on Wednesday i finally got a chance and went. *tears of joy* It was HUE-MUN-GOUSSS! Too bad i didnt had much time. I was there a bit late and it's a bit crowded too. =/

But fortunately i still got 7 books. Yesshhh, seven thick books! It would take me 3 months to finish everything. XD

After 6 days, i'm finally done with Harry Potter. I know i'm slow, but it has 607 pages! Average 100 pages in a day. Madness for me. And it's the thickest book i've ever read. Maybe after i finish the 7 books i just bought, and then the 3 books my sister bought, i can buy harry potter. =D

Still studying Kh.. T.T Me no like KH!!!