2 more days

Yeap. 2 more days to trials. Not sure i'm ready anot. Teacher just announced that they had increase the passing marks for A, now we need 80. I'm scared for BM, coz normally i just get 75, hopefully can get 80+ this time. *prays hard*

Something happened in school today and i'm really pissed. It's sooooo obvious it's not my fault! Whatever.. *takes a deep breath*

I wanna watch this so badly!!! My mummy says only after trials. =/ *grumbles*

Currently watching this. It's sho funny. =D I'm watching this eventhough it's 2 days before trials. Yay me!

Imma continue my kh tuition. =)

hg outing

Today was tiring. As usual, went to school. It was raining this morning. *shivers*

After that cf jamuan, Dominos again. Shoot! I'm getting fat D=

Actually i thought a friend of mine was mad at me, dont know why. Thank God that it was just a misunderstanding. She's talking to me now. =)

Then went mckl. Yeshhhh, i go college for classes! *excited* They're having some party and all of them were dressing in awesome costumes. I saw barney the purple dinasour!

Class was ok. Didnt sleep eventhough i kept yawning. Thanks to the mentos. XD

Then took monorail to time square. Went hunting for a present for my senior. Found a small pouch. Cute and affordable. Sorry arh.. I no money =(

Had dinner at Leo's with fellow hg members and 4 visitors. Actually wanted to eat at shabu- shabu but then we cant connect the table so we left. Too bad i didnt know my other friends (chloe, yy and those mbs guys) were there, if not i would've cabut to meet up with them. =/

We went bowling later on. Yes i know i suck. Got 28 points only. *emo* But i striked once! *miracle*

Walk to hang tuah lrt station at 11pm. Never knew pudu jail was sho hugeeee. I is katak di bawah tempurung.

Wanna sleep le. Going pasar tomorrow with mummy. I want go find dvd for the hk drama i've been searching for all this while. Yes, i'm getting pirated dvds. *guilty*

90 degree bow

Repent-ing..

w0w

Now how??

Yerrrr, my both of my best friends, yesh i have to best friends, are making me having second thoughts. NOOOOO!!!

I'll just surrender everything to God. We'll see what's his plan =)

JuLy

Yesterday i got a ribena that costs rm2.70 from a 7 eleven. The packet was really oily, but lazy me didnt care and just took it. But when justin, or izit zachary.. open it for me, IT WAS REALLY SMELLY!! I was like.. OMG. And so i took it back to exchange a new one, thank God he let me have a new one. Which taste like normal =) I will never buy food from that 7 eleven again. Never! Heng =P

Our school renjer puteri had its annual agm, i was selected to be the naib setiausaha. Nooo.. Not something to be proud about =/

I.AM.GETTING.OLD.

What is life

Happy? Sure. Kiss? Nooo. Love? Only God. Forgive? Hard but must.

LOL.

Buses??

So true.

Teeheeee. =)

little too much??

My mum is seriously over protective!
I was chatting with a friend on fb, and she actually pulled a chair and sat beside me while i continue to chat and stalk people on facebook.
Yesshhh, she really did that D=

smart??

Did an IQ test, got 131. Not bad =) At least i'm not THAT stewpit.
And see, i told you ure smarter then mua

I ponteng-ed today. Not because i'm lazy, but because no transport. I'm being honest. And i'm feeling guilty coz i left Hui Qi alone in school.

I'm having headaches these days. But i sleep ALOT. Not sure why.. Maybe i have brain tumour.. *screams*

She likes him. She likes another him. He likes them. And i think he's a liar. LOL

I'm studying science now. Reproduction, one of my favourites. Teeheeee.. =D

Currently watching Xia Xue Guide to Life. I love it! <3

speechless

I.AM.SPEECHLESS

It's so weird that you add random people, then chat with them, then ask them to text you again and again, then they fall in love with you, then they want to chat with you more, then you still chat with them, they you still ask them to text you, then you complain to me they very fan.
And even better, you say your friend add random people too.
I neither hate you nor dislike you, but i think it's really weird, like REALLY. And also.. *ahem*
cheap

But still, it's your life. I dont have the rights to care. =P

Anyways, i wasted 12 hours doing meaningless thing today. *repent-ing*

Finished form 1 science =D I'm really scared of form 3, a lot to memorise. *faint*

I think she did that purposely. D= *thinking too much*

It's 2.12 am now. Maybe i'll stay until 4am, then sleep till 8am. 4 hours, just right =D

Weird

Something weird happened in school today, she came to me and asked, ' Alina, how much do you have in ur account?' I was like.. WHAT THE?! Epic =.=''

After school went to the library, slept for almost and hour XD

I'm shoooo tired D=

Countdown: 19 days

Rest

I should be studying now, but later ba.. I need some rest, having headache now D=

I'm drinking teh o to keep myself awake. Yeshhh, it's teh o. My mum doesnt allow me to drink coffee, so yea..

I'm done with sej. Doing maths, bm and bi exercises everyday. Just started to touch science. =)

Science is not as hard as i expected. But bk is reaaaaaalllyyyyyy hard. Bene says chicken is attending bk class in brickfields, just like mua, maybe he's my classmate. Hopefully la, so i wont feel that weird for being the only form 3 there. =/

I need to type 4 mc letters.. Yeshh, i ponteng-ed 4 times in the past 3 months. Teacher says if i dont hand in my mc letters i'll be given a surat amaran. But actually i ponteng-ed 5 times, dunno why the attendance book wrote 4. Even better, save my time. Shhhhh.. Dont tell anyone XD

Eunjung and Jangwoo is so cute. And they came to Cherating for their honeymoon. *screams*
For the next episode, Eunjung is kissing Jangwoo. *screams louder* But then later they had an argument. *faints* Cant wait!!!


countdown to PMR trials: 20 days
daii daii daii daii daii daii daii daii daii daii daii daii daii daii daii daii daii daii daii daii

One day closer

Another day closer to trials. I'M SHO SCARED!!! So now i'm sleeping late everyday, as in 2am that late. Imma become a panda soon 0.o

Operation Sexy Legs had been canceled, not coz i think she changed, but because i dont hold grudges. *angelic smile* Anyways, she's being sarcastic to me again today. *take deep breath* So i think it's better for me to stay away from her, not palau, but just stay away. XD *take 3 steps back*

But still, i joined Operation Sexy Fur. *choke* He's not sexy AT ALL lor.. =.='' So i shall call it Operation Wooden Fur. Teeheee ;D

Weird people, with weird thinkings, doing weird stuffs. LOL. XD

You changed, i can sense that. *smile*

Domo is... not cute *polite* =P

things you should know about a girl

When you break her heart, the pain doesnt really goes away.

When she says it's over, she still wants you to be hers.

When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

When she pushes or hits you, grab her hands and dont let her go.

When she ignores you, give her your attention.

When she walks away, pull her back.

When you see her crying, just hold her and dont say a word.

When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

When she's scared, protect her.

When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself with the truth.

When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

When she grabs your hand, hold her and plays with her fingers.

When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

Dont let her have the last word, reply her every sentence.

Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

When she's mad, hug her tight and dont let her go.

Argue that she's the best girl ever.

When she says she's ok, dont believe her, talk to her about it, because 10 years later she'll still remember it.

Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

Dont ignore her when she's out with you or your friends.

Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

Lead her into your world.

Let her know she's important.

Never let her go.

Truth

The truth hurts, but sooner or later, time will wash everything away, and it'll will just be another chapter of your life.

I'm thankful that you've always been there for me, but sometimes i feel tied up, i want to have a chance to choose. There's so many things out there that i havent explore, so dont make a conclusion to fast ya. Who knows maybe someday when you grow up, you'll change your mind too. So now, let's just concentrate on our studies. =D

aisle oh view

I *heart* Sejarah

I'm now trying to brainwash myself..
Sej is fun!
Sej rawkkkks!
Sej is easy!
Sej is kacang puteh!
Sej is nothing!
Sej is interesting!
Sej is.... A!

*jumps back to reality*
Sej is.... a piece of sheet =.=
*bangs head against table*

Anyways, OMG THIS BOY ISH SHO CUTE CAN DAIII!!!

btw, one of my friend, Pink Dolphin 2 just passed away. He was killed my Froggie because he said something that breaks people's heart. And now.. Let us all mourn for him for 3 seconds.
1... 2... 3....
*laugh out loud*
Baiiii Pink Dolphin!
Too bad he says he's coming back to haunt people. Maybe when i see him again i can trap him in my pink HUE-MOUNG-GOUS bottle and he can have fun with the dead cats there. Not a bad idea ya?

look see look see

Not everything, but all most XD

Anyways..

AWWWW.. Sho Cute 0.o


Me want nails like this!!!

And this too!!!

To the best friend, Froggie

the best friend's punyerr best boy friend, Pink Dolphin 2
the smart boy, Bene

and my best girl friend, Egg Lychee

Dont forget to smile =)

stewpit me

Doing stewpit stuffs to cheer myself up >.<

the truth

imsorrybutnomatterhowharditryistillcanttrustyoufullyialwaysfeelthatu

rehidingsomethingfrommeandeverytimeimstartingtotrustyouthingscomepoppi

ngoutfornoreasonsifurereadingthisplsdontaskanyquestionsaboutthisits

noturfault

Meanie?

Since there's already Operation Sexy Hair.. Why not Operation Sexy Legs too?? Three members already. One forced by muaa XD

mission impossible

The person who likes to pull my hair made an agreement with mua. We palau him, we palau her. Yeshh i know it's childish =.=''
Day 1- Mission accomplished

random

Learnt a new word- Love lorn

Btw, I'm not a frog.

Kthxbaii

It's all about trusting Him

It's easy to become cynical about the corruption and incompletence in goverment. But rather than complain, let's trust God and pray for our leaders!

-ODJ

The Wedding

As i continue to read the book 'The Wedding' by Nicholas Sparks. I notice that not all marriages have an ending like 'and they live happily ever after'. You have to work on it to save your marriage. But sometimes, things happen, and there's nothing you can do about it.

The book makes me think..

How will my marriage be next time?? Will it end in a happy ending?? Or will my husband cheat on me then scold me then hit me then abuse me *ahem*ly then kill me then feed my body to the hyenas then run away with the mistress to Africa. =.=lll That i hope will NEVER happen.. Even worse, will i EVER get married?? XDD Maybe i'll be a nun, who knows right 0.o

Love at first sight??

It's funny how people will fall in love with someone just because that person is handsome/pretty. Maybe the person you like is dracula dressed as an angel.. or a green pig! You'll never know right?? Haha just joking. But i still cant geddit, how can you like a person before you even understand his/ her character. Maybe the he/ she you like is actually a psycho. Or maybe a serial killer. Or a terorist wanting to bomb Malaysia?? A pirate? A vampire? Or.. Or.. a goblin??

My imagination is running wild again.

Dont judge a book by it's cover.
Dont judge a person by it's outwards appearance.

Ps: this post is not meant for anyone.

Kthxbaii

What's behind that smile

What's behind that smile??
It's the problems and concerns revolving around the life of a stressful teenage girl..
NAHHHHHH! Just joking XD

What's behind that smile??
It's the love, joy and peace abiding inside the spirit of a loveable princess =D
Love from the Heavenly Father, family and friends
Joy extracted from the little stewpit things i do everyday
And of course, a peaceful mind. Thanks to the answered prayers and comfirmation from the Word of God.

Ps: i thank God that dad allowed me to go to the trip. Yay!

i'm such a failure

Yes, I'm such a failure.. Why??

1.) I cant keep up with the timetable
I actually plan to finish studying sej in this week, and today is already Sunday, but i havent touch form 1 and 2 syllabus. *smack forehead*

2.) I make people around me sad
To the best friend,

Stop thinking so much!!! Pweaseeee and thankiu =)

3.) I'm lack of faith
Sometimes, i have doubt about God eventhough i know i shouldnt. I'm sorry..

Anyways, i've been really busy lately.

Friday- woke up, school, cf, lunch, bk class, dinner, youth combine. And when i reach home it's already 12am. =.=''

Saturday- woke up, larian 1 murid 1 sukan, lunch, campfire at CHS. The larian was a waste of time and energy. But the campfire was fun! I'm amazed by how the scouts of chs build the campfire. They made the word B.O.N.D with firewoods and burn it. Sho pwetty weih! =D Btw, BOND means Build Our New Dreams, which was the theme for the night gathering. And the performances was awesome, especially the cheer. The flyer is sho small and cute. *melts*

And today, Sunday- woke up, church, lunch, sivik project, score A, homework, celebrate papa's birthday, study

I.am.becoming.more.and.more.like.a.panda. D=

In my previous post i said that i think i was over controlling a friend, it turned out to be a misunderstanding.

I now have 3 books awaiting me to discover the adventures in it. =.=
The wedding (half way there), When stars fall (bought a looong time ago but still havent finish), Yue Ding (new book!)

Needa continue with my project now. Baii =D

everything would be normal again..

How i wish..

Some of my friends might know that i'm beh song with a friend lately. But when i think again.. What that person is doing now has nothing to do with me, and eventhough that person did some stuffs that hurt me, and made me really pissed, but as a Christian, i'm taught to forgive and forget. Therefore, i've made my mind to forgive that person (again) and forget all those mean things that person did to me. This time i'm more serious bout the forgetting part, i even deleted all the posts about that person. *pat head* And so.. everything would be normal again. World peace (Y) I learnt a lesson too. So what you do next time, have nothing to do with mua.

Another thing about minding my own business. I sometimes feel that i'm over controlling a friend. So since we're just best friends,nothing much than that, it's wrong if i'm always controlling your life and the decisions you make. Ure a grown up now (well almost), and you should be given the freedom (not too much of course) to make your own decisions and choose ur own path for your future. So from today onwards, now actually, i'll stop forcing you to do things. You can study whenever you want. You can skip lunch whenever you want. You can chat with anyone whenever you want. And if you want to go out with ur friends (even the one that asked you out yesterday night), it's up to you. *take a step back*
It's really tiring when you have to worry about your own stuffs (studies etc), and also think of another person's stuffs. And i dont think i can take it anymore..
Btw, we're still best friends.

Anyways, i just came back from the larian 1 murid 1 sukan thingy. Sho tiring. =/ If i really wanna join olahraga next year, i should start practising now. Or maybe after pmr..

Notice there's no smiley face in this post. Coz my life's not fun at all, for now la. Homeworks, sivik folio, revision, homeworks again, revision again.. and of course, score A. =.= Summore later needa go to a campfire in CHS, i better take a nap now first.

Baiiii

important lesson

Don't be a woman that needs a man. Be a woman a man needs.

^ is sho true

At least liddat i can protect myself from getting hurt.. someday it will be useful

busy beee

PMR is less than 100 days. *scream*

Today the funniest thing happen. During assembly, Pn Chee wanted to call out the groups that didnt use the score A programme. So i knew my group was one of them, and i'm the leader summore. So i'm waiting to be called. But... guess what she said. She called... *drumrolls* Alicia Keow *pause* Li Li. =.=''

Anyways, i got my braces. Pink summore. Yay! But it hurts, and i have to eat poridge the whole week. *smack forehead*

So it started with Apple Pie.. then Froggie.. then Merman.. then Pink Dolphin 2.. and now Crocodile and Candy.. But the last two doesnt make any sense 0.o
Pink Dolphin 2, explain to me pweasee. And you said u knew who i was talking about in my previous post right? To make sure ure on the right track, please share =)

I'm studying everyday lately. I want straight A's!!!

Me is thinking too much again =X *bang head agains wall*