How i wish..Some of my friends might know that i'm beh song with a friend lately. But when i think again.. What that person is doing now has nothing to do with me, and eventhough that person did some stuffs that hurt me, and made me really pissed, but as a Christian, i'm taught to forgive and forget. Therefore, i've made my mind to forgive that person (again) and forget all those mean things that person did to me. This time i'm more serious bout the forgetting part, i even deleted all the posts about that person. *pat head* And so.. everything would be normal again. World peace (Y) I learnt a lesson too. So what you do next time, have nothing to do with mua.
Another thing about minding my own business. I sometimes feel that i'm over controlling a friend. So since we're just best friends,nothing much than that, it's wrong if i'm always controlling your life and the decisions you make. Ure a grown up now (well almost), and you should be given the freedom (not too much of course) to make your own decisions and choose ur own path for your future. So from today onwards, now actually, i'll stop forcing you to do things. You can study whenever you want. You can skip lunch whenever you want. You can chat with anyone whenever you want. And if you want to go out with ur friends (even the one that asked you out yesterday night), it's up to you. *take a step back*
It's really tiring when you have to worry about your own stuffs (studies etc), and also think of another person's stuffs. And i dont think i can take it anymore..
Btw, we're still best friends.
Anyways, i just came back from the larian 1 murid 1 sukan thingy. Sho tiring. =/ If i really wanna join olahraga next year, i should start practising now. Or maybe after pmr..
Notice there's no smiley face in this post. Coz my life's not fun at all, for now la. Homeworks, sivik folio, revision, homeworks again, revision again.. and of course, score A. =.= Summore later needa go to a campfire in CHS, i better take a nap now first.
Baiiii
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