i'm such a failure

Yes, I'm such a failure.. Why??

1.) I cant keep up with the timetable
I actually plan to finish studying sej in this week, and today is already Sunday, but i havent touch form 1 and 2 syllabus. *smack forehead*

2.) I make people around me sad
To the best friend,

Stop thinking so much!!! Pweaseeee and thankiu =)

3.) I'm lack of faith
Sometimes, i have doubt about God eventhough i know i shouldnt. I'm sorry..

Anyways, i've been really busy lately.

Friday- woke up, school, cf, lunch, bk class, dinner, youth combine. And when i reach home it's already 12am. =.=''

Saturday- woke up, larian 1 murid 1 sukan, lunch, campfire at CHS. The larian was a waste of time and energy. But the campfire was fun! I'm amazed by how the scouts of chs build the campfire. They made the word B.O.N.D with firewoods and burn it. Sho pwetty weih! =D Btw, BOND means Build Our New Dreams, which was the theme for the night gathering. And the performances was awesome, especially the cheer. The flyer is sho small and cute. *melts*

And today, Sunday- woke up, church, lunch, sivik project, score A, homework, celebrate papa's birthday, study

I.am.becoming.more.and.more.like.a.panda. D=

In my previous post i said that i think i was over controlling a friend, it turned out to be a misunderstanding.

I now have 3 books awaiting me to discover the adventures in it. =.=
The wedding (half way there), When stars fall (bought a looong time ago but still havent finish), Yue Ding (new book!)

Needa continue with my project now. Baii =D