Just keep going.

Have you ever had the experience of, before even starting a new task, you're already feeling like giving up.
That's exactly what i'm experiencing now...
Maybe i'm dreaming too big, maybe i should just stay wherever i am now and go with the flow, just play safe.
But i'm not like that, i dont wanna be, i always wanted to try something new, and now i'm given the chance. If i give up now, someday i'm going to look back and regret, i know i will. I may not be as smart as the scholars, but i'll work hard. I promise myself. The future is not a bed of roses for me, but i'm willing to accept the challege. I can do it, because God is with me.
I just have to keep swimming if i dont wanna drown.
And now.. i need to find a way to terminate my trip to new zealand. Ouch.