I know this sounds weird, but i used to study because i love to. I like the feeling that i've gained more knowledge and hence, become smarter than i was a few seconds ago.
But now, i feel like i study because i owe it to my parents. They have high expectations for me and i feel guilty not doing good. I dont have the passion anymore. It's more like a 'have to' instead of 'want to'.
But then again, that's the only thing i can do well at.
Oh shit.
I screwed up today's maths paper. Just hope i still can get an A.
Damn my life.
Gonna go study physics now, again.
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